Friday, August 29, 2008


Hi everybody. I'm on vacation. I'd thought I'd be able to post updates from time to time, but so far it hasn't worked out. At this moment I'm in the public library of Ausable Forks, New York, from which I'm sending this brief note. I've recruited a wonderful voice talent and recorded him for my upcoming Boone Barnaby podcast. I'm pushing Clear Heart toward publication. I hope to have a blog article about the most clear-hearted man I've ever known, a man who has survived 90 winters in the Adirondacks, a man whose hands are as wise as his mind. Otherwise I'm spending my days maintaining and upgrading a friend's Civil War era boarding house (that's right, it's a working vacation), swimming in a cold mountain lake, and clearing my own mind and heart.

I'll return to the real world in mid-September.

Monday, August 11, 2008

Terry Adams

Terry Adams builds houses.

Terry Adams plays with dirt bikes.

In college, Terry Adams took ROTC and studied Creative Writing, getting an M.A. at Miami University in Ohio.

If you ever wonder what happens to English majors, here’s one story.

After ROTC, Terry was a Captain in the U.S. Air Force during the Vietnam War. He served at the Strategic Air Command Headquarters in Nebraska where they have a bunker that is designed to survive a nuclear hit. His job? He was the Top Secret Control Officer. Terry was the keeper of the targeting instructions for all the nuclear warheads that all the Air Force pilots would need if we launched a nuclear attack. I’m not making this up. He was there while four students were shot dead at Kent State. He was there when the Top Secret command to bomb Cambodia came across his desk, and he says, “Everything remained right, normal, and calm in Omaha.” He says his corner of the bunker was a quiet place, buried under 300 psi concrete. Few people wanted to visit the bombing codes - and if they did, they'd better have a darn good reason - so Terry was rarely interrupted. He says it was a good place to play cards.

Here’s Terry when he was a Lieutenant:

And here’s the rubber stamp his crew used on Top Secret documents. It says “AGENT FOR CAPT. TERENCE M. ADAMS.”

It’s his only replica of those days except for the memories, which even today, 36 years later, he won’t talk about because what goes on in that place is Classified. Which explains why Terry was a good man to place in charge of Top Secret bombing plans.

Eventually Terry decided to opt out of the destruction of civilization and left the service as a Conscientious Objector in 1972. Back home in Ohio, Terry says, “My father refused to speak to me and changed the beneficiary on his life insurance from me to the United States Department of Defense.”

Terry says, “It was time to move to California.” He found work in Palo Alto as a Vocational Counselor. He met and befriended Vic Lovell, to whom Ken Kesey had dedicated One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest. It was to be a lifelong friendship.

Terry set up a car and motorcycle repair business, then a handyman business, then became a licensed contractor running a couple of crews, then tried fixing up and reselling houses, then became a manager in the Maintenance Department at Stanford University. Right now, he manages the Public Works Department for the town of La Honda, which means he repairs roads and keeps the water running.

When financial and legal circumstances forced Ken Kesey to sell his old cabin, the one in La Honda where Kesey , Neal Cassady, Merry Pranksters, and the Hell’s Angels all hung out, Vic Lovell advised Kesey that Terry Adams would be the perfect keeper of his legacy. After years of neglect, vandalism, misuse and squatters, the cabin was a wreck. To Terry (though not to the government) the place was an historical site. He intended to restore it as faithfully and respectfully as he could. And then right after Terry bought it, in February 1998, a flood nearly washed it away. The water, Terry says, ran "two feet deep through the house, knocked two walls out of the back room, pushed the front wall 4 inches off the foundation, and left a foot of silt throughout. It took away the bridge, ripped out the water and gas lines – the 250 gallon propane tank has never been found."

The flood left Terry and his wife, Eva, homeless for 18 months. What had been planned as a ten-year rehab was, in desperation, completed in two years. Terry says, "By 2000, we restored it to museum quality with a new, raised foundation and a freeway-rated bridge as the driveway. We numbered and reinstalled each piece of the old pine paneling and reinforced the framing to seismic standards." The entire rehab is a story in itself to be told another day. For a preview, go to the Prankster House web site. (Also for another day - Limey Kay did some masonry on the Kesey cabin during the Merry Prankster era, a story that involves all the basic food groups: drugs, alcohol, guns, Hells Angels... Stay tuned.

In restoring the cabin, Terry says, “We built cabinets and details with original wood salvaged from parts of the structure that needed to be upgraded. The kitchen cabinets use redwood from the old bedroom ceiling for the drawer fronts. The loft ladder is made from old Douglas Fir floor joists.” Here, instead of dovetails, he made “lovetails.”

All this time, Terry was a writer. I feel a kinship with Terry because both of us spent much of our lifetime in the building trades and never quit writing. (And as it happens, both of us were Conscientious Objectors.) Our paths first crossed in 1976 at a story circle in Palo Alto hosted by Vic Lovell and Gurney Norman. We reunited years later in La Honda, where we both now live. We are members of the La Honda Poets.

Terry’s no academic in an ivory tower. His hands are callused; beneath his nails are mud and grease. His poems, meanwhile, are as polished as his cabinets and have been published in magazines all over the place.

Now Terry has a book of poetry called Adam's Ribs, and it's a dandy. He’s accessible; he’s humane; he has that twinkle in the eye. He can write about love and death, dump trucks, and the male scrotum - all with wisdom and grace. I’d better not quote the scrotum poem (though it’s wonderful). Here are two other samples. The first was published in Poetry magazine:


The son sits on the bed's edge.
Always the other is tucked in:
the mother who is going to die
that night refuses the son’s
goodnight kiss, thinking the cause
communicable. Thirty years later
the son is there again, suddenly
seeing his daughter as too beautiful
and vulnerable at fourteen
to kiss or touch in this place. The one
not kissed thinks she is bad
or he is angry, feels for no reason
she is dying, or he is dying
and won’t say.

This next one I really relate to, since I was also a frequent visitor to this particular dump. It was next to the town of Pescadero among the sand dunes of the Pacific Ocean and was one of the world’s more scenic garbage heaps:

The Dump

EACH each
EACH each
say the gulls on the trash hill.
I’ve rumbled in here with a dump truck
in the lowest of twelve gears,
disgorged an entire
hundred-year-old kitchen with one lever.
I have read the dimensions a dead
carpenter wrote,
43 x 96,
his crayon still blue
on a splintered redwood stud.
I’ve come here with my wife and child,
raking the over growth of last year’s garden
from a rented red trailer.
I’ve come with a dozen drifter-helpers
over the years,
yanking the remains of old bathrooms,
outdated kitchens, rotted porches,
out of a van.

I have come
in deep winter mud, and when
the trash is blooming
uncontrollably white and yellow
in Spring,
and I have come for myself,
and alone.
I threw our toilet eight feet
over a crushed electric
train set. It toppled
to its eternal reward, bottom up on a
box spring,
then I lofted the vanity sink,
with the hair of people I love still dark
and soaped, stringing
from the drain.

EACH each
EACH each
My father’s keys I’ve kept fifteen years,
to nothing.
His fourteen broken watches.
The knocked-down garage shelves.
A stuffed cotton-shark
with its jaw flapping.
The Apache have a word, Alayah, that means
“changes while flying through air.”

Alayah, Alayah
the lead downspout inserts.
Alayah the pitted faucet escutcheons
that fit nothing else.
what I saved to no earthly end,
leftover p-trap compression washers,
random nuts
for emergencies which did not come
in time,
cracked slab of white oak,
bent white cafe-curtain rods with three
jammed hooks, components of every whole
thing no longer whole,
carburetor rebuild kit leftovers,
amputated car radios,
infested red cushions, broken, painted bricks,
spare tire bracket, straps,
flattened, cheap luggage, holding airline ticket stubs
and pennies, and the smells
of perfume,
which I let fly into the untraceable
aura of benzene, skunk, paint,
rot, dissolving cardboard, and bleeding pens.
I go there two days in a row and the stuff
is already plowed under, the road
is plowed under.
The guard has moved his
bench and the portapotty.
the dozer itself,
missing a tooth from its toothed wheels, and a blade the size
of a table for ten
shakes and tamps the hill.
Once I left an entire motorcycle
and watched the guy nudge it over almost lovingly with the dozer.
The spokes exploded like soda straws
while the wheels seemed to wobble upright again.
It flipped along end for end up the mud hill
for a while, folding one way
and another; the frame wrapped itself
around the motor,
then it tucked itself

Terry Adams: carpenter, poet, dirt biker, Air Force Captain, Conscientious Objector, Top Secret Control Officer of the Ken Kesey legend, gravel-voiced neighbor, old hippie who was never a young one.

Adam's Ribs can be ordered from Off the Grid Press. If you bring a copy to Terry's cabin, especially if you drive up in an old painted school bus, I bet he'd be happy to sign it. Then he might hand you a shovel and ask for help with the clean-up. Maintaining that cabin, there's always something needs doing.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Road Signs of La Honda

Give somebody a hammer, nails, and paint, and you've got a carpenter/sign painter. Here in La Honda folks tend to take the law into their own hands, and that includes children (and children-at-heart). If we say our yard is a sanctuary, then by golly it's a sanctuary. Naturally, we make our own road signs and post them where we see fit.

We love our wildlife. We have mountain lions, coyote, fox, deer, hawks, and banana slugs. In our lake we have geese, mallards, buffleheads, coots, canvasbacks, blue heron, white egrets, catfish, great big bullfrogs, and...turtles. (You can click on the photo to see it in a larger frame.)

Power Tool Races, Part Two

It's summer, it's the silly season. Even in the New York Times for Pete's sake, buried among the deep-think analysis of the Major Problems of Mankind, is an article about power tool racing. (You have to sign in to read it.) What bums me is that they report on a recent power tool race in San Mateo, California, which is just a hop skip and jump (and a couple gallons of gas) from where I live - and I missed it! I really should get out more.

Here's a great video of power tools racing.

There's a web site devoted to racing power tools:

Here's a web site with instructions on how to build your own power saw drag racer.

And here's a podcast of how to become a power tool racer.

I ought to mention HazardFactory, which seems to be in the thick of the whole power tool racing phenomenon.

Be creative. Have fun. And - please - watch your fingers.

Gentlemen (and Ladies), start your engines!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Susan Walker is back!!!

I'm delighted to report that the silky, terrifying, sexy, grumbling, girl-next-door voice of Susan Walker will return to my next podcast. Last night we recorded parts of Boone Barnaby with Susan's chameleon-voice covering about half a dozen small parts. I've got some vacation ahead plus the distractions of readying Clear Heart for publication, so the completed podcast of Boone Barnaby won't be available until October. But I think you'll find it's worth the wait.

Meanwhile John Nemerovski took some photos of me for the Clear Heart book jacket. I always thought I should pose wearing my beat-up old leather tool belt, sagging with too many tools and nails and garbage, but instead here I am standing in front of my bookshelf surrounded by Richard Brautigan, E E Cummings, James Dickey, Carl Sandburg, Robert Creeley, Jane Hirshfield, Ogden Nash, Erin Noteboom, William Carlos Williams, Frank O'Hara... Nice company for an author.

Podiobooks is down

Podiobooks is down. They were doing system maintenance last night, and apparently things didn't go smoothly. They are the host of my podcast of Clear Heart. (If you click on that link and get garbage, then they're still down.) If you've tried to download Clear Heart today, whether you tried from iTunes or directly from Podiobooks, your download failed. I apologize. It's not just me - all the podiobooks authors are down until they get this fixed.